Monday, May 14, 2018

Willingness

I have begun to follow my intuition and in doing so have been able to get into a kind of flow with my own "me-ness". These nudges by the Divine are often insistent and not listening tends to draw me into a state of imbalance. Listening has been full of learning curves and I have followed fear frequently when it is has told me doing that next thing is irrational, or there is no proof to suggest a thing is so. The request of me by the Divine is not do I have enough "faith" as if I have to prove I am worthy some how (that isn't even possible). The question posed to me in every instance is " Can you trust the connection? ", "Are you willing to take the next step?".

The willingness is so often the only thing needed by the Divine/God/The Universe to get you where you need to be. If we simply suspend disbelief for a moment we open to the infinite possibilities, infinite possibilities which are always available to us. So I followed the divine to post my own journey along my own path in this world. I followed the nudge to get out of my comfort zones and speak my truth. I followed the nudges to connect to new people, to show vulnerability through my own kindness and compassion. It has not been a simple thing to go from hesitation and standing in the corner like some wallflower who really doesn't want to be seen, to someone who places themself in a position of being seen as nakedly as possible. I do/did it though because I was not happy holding back all the time. I did it because I wanted to be the version of myself I always wished I was. I did it because I saw in others that form of faith in an ultimate good and it allowed me mine. I did it because I loved someone and I hoped for them a life that could be better than what they had come to know. I did it not out of desperation so much as hope.

Where ever you are today, when your better version of you nudges  you to have a little faith in sometimes better and to suspend disbelief... Please, just for that one moment, act out of possibility. You may be wholly surprised by the results. After all, the only thing we really need is a willingness for more.

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